Who We Are ...

Once upon a Song ...
It have started ...
In this journey we meet lots of people with different personalities and stories ...
Me my self have my own story which made me be who I am ... Therefore I try to accept people even if they were very different from me ... Different in morals, aims, personality, interests and life goals ... I try not to judge anyone or hurt anyone as I know that there is always a side of the story I haven't read yet ...
I see people as books, and it needs the right reader to understand it contains , and obviously I cannot understand all books but I respect them because it's not because I couldn't read them, they are bad books ... Not at all ...
My own is very complected as they call it ... And not many understand it ... But the biggest surprise was that people do not actually care if my book was good or not ... They read what they like, and they analyse what they want in their own way ... Not considering thinking about the real meaning of the words and actions ...

I cannot make everyone happy ... I am not everyone's best friend ... Not everyone loves me ... And it will never happened ... I know this very well ... And I know that even if I have done my best for people, they will not see but what they want to see ...
I do what I would like to be done to me ... And I Love all unconditionally ...

"The real person inside of us shouldn't be shown to all because if they know you and how weird you are, you will get hurt " That's what I have believed in ... But recently I have realized that I should not let anyone see the real me because she will never be accepted ... She will be told " You are not wanted " from people she thought she knew and she trusted ... They will make her feel like she's not good enough or she's a bad person ...

Am pretty sure that this has happened to lots of people ... Being hurt from the ones close to you ...

But here is what I have learned from all of that ...
" It's not you fault ... You should not blame your self for every thing Dua ..." She said ...
Dua is not perfect but she works hard to make the ones believe in her proud ...
She might be different but she's not afraid being her self ... And she's proud that she never lies not by actions nor words ...

All I know is that Allah knows better ... And Allah always brings the best for me ... I might go through lots of hard time but it's all for a future better than what I have dreamed of ... And I believe in Allah and I trust his majesty more than anything in the world ... And I know that he will be beside me always ...

Allah my friend knows your heart ... And he knows every single thing about you ... Your intentions, your hopes, your dreams and every pain you feel ... Do not explain much to people ... And do not explain who you are ... Don't wast your time ... Because no one will ever understand you as Allah do ... Be proud of who you are ... Be proud of having a kind heart ... Be proud for your honesty ... And know that what ever cuts you get its because Allah wants you to be stronger ... And he wants you to be better than who you are now ...
As my dad said " Learn not to fall down from the first slap ... Be strong " ...
Be strong and be who you are ... Be who you are and respect even if you were not respected because it shows your metal ... Find your strength in forgiveness ... Anyone can hate but not anyone can forgive ... And Learn from your pain ... And make it find it's way to bring a better person out of you ...

We may not be accepted by all people ... But we will certainly find who will love us for who we are and accept us no matter how imperfect we were ... There will be certainly someone who will see the good out of you, believe in you, support you and fight for you no matter what happened ... And if you look around you will find the ones who did that since you were born, your parents ... So do your best for them as they believe in you more than you believe in you self ...

And my friend, Do not regret a good you have done ... It will find it way back to you Inshallah ...

" لا تحزن ان الله معنا " ...

Duaa Rashid 

31.8.2015 

What is LOVE ?!

Since the beginning of time, love have been the most desirable thing for all creatures … Many stories have been told about the greatness of the love power , some with a happy endings and others with a sad endings but still people like to hear them ….

Since the beginning of time love have been known as a priceless feeling that can’t be earned by money … many and many great books talks about love and many poems have been written in all kind of love , and once it have been said ; “ Love comes from the heart and love means that you’ll never have to be sorry “ ….

Now a days many people have polluted the meaning of love … Now a days love is just something that you shouldn't tell about cause its wrong …. It’s funny how people have forgot that our life is based upon love …

Now a days we have stuck to one definition of love according to the society’s dictionary …. I have seen how wrong things have became and how many have fallen as victims for stupidity or as they have wrongly named it “ Love “ …. Love is so different from that and it’s much more greater than tragedies, broken hearts and sad tears ..

Love is the happiness tears of your mother in your graduation day … Love is when she was smiling when you stepped your first steps … Love is when you kiss you mother … Love is when you hug you father … Love is when you laugh with your friends … Love is when you pray for abused people … Love is when you love your self and work hard too improve it …. Love is being proud about your country … Love is marriage … Love is why you pray for Allah, its when you count on him … Love is when Allah answers your prayer with the best things that happens to you … Love is when Allah be with you …

Love is not a shame … its humanity, faith and trust ….

That’s what I call LOVE …

Duaa Rashid

Thoughts ....

I thought of that A lot .... I mean : have you ever felt like you don't know wither you have really done the right thing or not ? 
Have you ever wondered if things suppose to be in this way ? if so then why i keep thinking about it a lot ? Like every single day ? Why Allah made me experience these feelings and ideas if nothing is going to happened next ? is it really the end ?
Not a single day passes without me thinking about that over and over again ....
Deep inside i believe that there must be a reason for what has happened .... but i don't know the reason yet and maybe i will never will ...
Lately i have been feeling a little bet depressed ... i really don't know why ... i don't know is it because i miss someone ... or because i miss my self ... or maybe because i feel like am not being able to be the person i want to be ....
I feel like being lost .... should i move on without looking back or should i stand still and wait .... Since a while i have been waiting ... but it has become so tiring for me .....
I have made up my mind .... i will move on ... i will move on for my self, my parents, my friends and every one who caresa bout me ....
I will become the person i have always dreamed to be .... i will graduate Inshallah with high marks and i will continue to become an excellent Surgeon Inshallah ... Nothing can stop me but my self ... so i won't stop ...
We all live once ... only once ... and i want that once to be enough .. so when i meet the lord i will be proud of what i have achieved in my life ... and when i die i want every one who knows me be proud of me ...
You may feel like " What the hell is she talking about !!! " , believe me; i feel like that too because me myself don't know how my brain works ...

So i guess " The End is Only the beginning " , I have always believed in that ...
And my friend ... you are the writer of your own movie , so don't let any one hold the pin ....

Duaa Rashid

Temple Garden is an autistic lady who had achieved what lots of regular people couldn’t do. She simply believed in two things in life. First, that every door opens into a new world , and that make her take lots of chances and gave her the courage to open new doors to do extraordinary things. Second, she knew that she’s different but that didn't stop her of trying, simply because deep inside her she believed that she’s different but not less.
Temple Garden to me is a symbol of courage, hope and strength. All of us have dreams but not all of us achieve them even that many have the right circumstances to do that. That lady had been rejected many and many times but she never stopped trying. We're all different than each other and this is a fact, but we should believe that we will never be less. It’s just because everyone of us have his own field of creation. Just like what Einstein said” everyone is intelligent but if you judge a fish in its ability to fly, it would be a loser”. It’s not because you can't write you would be a loser, or because you can't invent things you would be stupid! Simply, you are different and that what makes you beautiful and that what makes you be you. Don't be afraid of expressing yourself, and never give up your dreams in order to fit into others definition of what’s possible. Try and work hard and don't be a afraid of being rejected .Because this is life! if someone rejected you for being you, be sure that you will find someone who will love you for being you .

Duaa Rashid