Thoughts ....

I thought of that A lot .... I mean : have you ever felt like you don't know wither you have really done the right thing or not ? 
Have you ever wondered if things suppose to be in this way ? if so then why i keep thinking about it a lot ? Like every single day ? Why Allah made me experience these feelings and ideas if nothing is going to happened next ? is it really the end ?
Not a single day passes without me thinking about that over and over again ....
Deep inside i believe that there must be a reason for what has happened .... but i don't know the reason yet and maybe i will never will ...
Lately i have been feeling a little bet depressed ... i really don't know why ... i don't know is it because i miss someone ... or because i miss my self ... or maybe because i feel like am not being able to be the person i want to be ....
I feel like being lost .... should i move on without looking back or should i stand still and wait .... Since a while i have been waiting ... but it has become so tiring for me .....
I have made up my mind .... i will move on ... i will move on for my self, my parents, my friends and every one who caresa bout me ....
I will become the person i have always dreamed to be .... i will graduate Inshallah with high marks and i will continue to become an excellent Surgeon Inshallah ... Nothing can stop me but my self ... so i won't stop ...
We all live once ... only once ... and i want that once to be enough .. so when i meet the lord i will be proud of what i have achieved in my life ... and when i die i want every one who knows me be proud of me ...
You may feel like " What the hell is she talking about !!! " , believe me; i feel like that too because me myself don't know how my brain works ...

So i guess " The End is Only the beginning " , I have always believed in that ...
And my friend ... you are the writer of your own movie , so don't let any one hold the pin ....

Duaa Rashid

Temple Garden is an autistic lady who had achieved what lots of regular people couldn’t do. She simply believed in two things in life. First, that every door opens into a new world , and that make her take lots of chances and gave her the courage to open new doors to do extraordinary things. Second, she knew that she’s different but that didn't stop her of trying, simply because deep inside her she believed that she’s different but not less.
Temple Garden to me is a symbol of courage, hope and strength. All of us have dreams but not all of us achieve them even that many have the right circumstances to do that. That lady had been rejected many and many times but she never stopped trying. We're all different than each other and this is a fact, but we should believe that we will never be less. It’s just because everyone of us have his own field of creation. Just like what Einstein said” everyone is intelligent but if you judge a fish in its ability to fly, it would be a loser”. It’s not because you can't write you would be a loser, or because you can't invent things you would be stupid! Simply, you are different and that what makes you beautiful and that what makes you be you. Don't be afraid of expressing yourself, and never give up your dreams in order to fit into others definition of what’s possible. Try and work hard and don't be a afraid of being rejected .Because this is life! if someone rejected you for being you, be sure that you will find someone who will love you for being you .

Duaa Rashid